I know its hurting you, but its killing me

Alot of people have been asking what happened to me and stuff. Why i stop communication with my friends, even my mother ask me what happened. Why did i stop hanging out with my friends. Well i guess i grew out of it. I guess i decided not to talk too much. I used to like to hang out in groups, but now when i hang out with 4 or more people, i tend to not talk and stay at a corner. Its not because i'm emo or what. I just .. i don't know man. I guess its gym that has been taking up too much of my time and i really want to change my life. I want to stay healthy and lift weights. I want to be a motherfuckingbodybuilder alright ?